You have freedom to grieve. You don’t have to push through and get yourself together. Your heart can grieve. Don’t be so hard on yourself trying to get through it. You are allowed to feel.
Wake up early. Drink coffee. Work hard. Be ambitious. Keep your priorities straight, your mind right and your head up. Do well, live well and dress really well. Do what you love, love what you do. It is time to start living.